Who has won against time?

A thought that just came to my mind today... Events in the past 24 hours have been exciting, painful,scary and amusing at the same time....The usually unruffled guy suddenly took a step back and thought... :) Is this going to happen? Am i going to loose something professionally? Will the cliche .. Sh@$ happens!...happen to me?? Who will be to blame?

But then, adversity has always brought the best in the Samurai.... Is this one going to bring out something new in my character?? DG always said... "No need to take tension. Think what is the worst that could happen. Trust me, once you think about it, it will not appear so bad"  So today when scary economic conditions threaten the Samurai's job, he wonders.... What next?  Is this going to be the beginning of what the Samurai always wanted to do?

Last time i went through this, i realised how strong i was.. it was mental strength which came out to the fore.... This one for personal and proffessional reasons presents a new challenge,While nothing is cast in stone, the worst may or may not happen, but first time in 2 years it made me sit back and realise... you never know... and for the umpteenth time in life, a voice came back.. "I BELONG"...  

Let's see how things pan out, but a tough last 6 months have taught me a lot!! Hope rules......

cheers,
The Samurai