Been a tough last 6-7 months. Been disappointed with myself...Unhappy...things have not worked out in pretty much every way possible....Lost some really genuine friends...Lost some great chances at being happy...picked up bad habits...lost them ...picked back again...no discipline...no focus..Gained weight...Totally unlike the person that i have always been proud of being...And then there is one fine day when one decides...this is it...Lets take control...Maybe needed a push and a tug...AND like it always does..came from inside...So that i felt like blogging today...meant that i am pretty much getting back!! :) Thats a good sign...SO here goes the samurai..starting again after a long hiatus....You will keep hearing from me more often then folks....

cheers,
Samurai